Looking forward

Just today I had an aha moment. I have been in the exactly same spot for the last ten years. Literally, living at home, working etc. I realized that the thoughts I’m thinking today were the same thoughts I had years ago. It’s kind of a scary realization thinking if I don’t change my thoughts now I will never get ahead and change my life. My only dilemma is I don’t really believe I will get to the next chapter in my life. Fear holds me back, not trusting myself holds me back. I need a small start to gain some
Momentum but I don’t know how to begin