C: my boyfriend is coming home from a worktrip tonight at 20.15 and i’m going to pick him up.

T1: I would love so much to be able to express my happiness that he is coming home but I have these doubting thoughts which bother me.

F: sad, anxious

A: not fully enjoying he’s homecoming, be distracted about the doubtful thoughts, act like a girlfriend that has doubts (distant and also sad/anxious because I have them)

R: ??