Model Help

Am I getting better at these? Still getting a bit confused about the R line. For the second model I put the A in first. For the first Model I put the F in first.

C: Traveling to see Mum
T: I hope the road isn’t closed again like last week (it involved a 2hr delay)
F: Trepidation
A: Worry about the journey ahead of time, stop looking forward to seeing Mum
R: I make myself miserable

C: Traveling to see Mum
T: I wonder if the road is closed again
F: Capable
A: I check the traffic maps ahead of time
R: I look forward to seeing Mum knowing I’ve done everything I can to prepare this time.