Need help with model on death (Diane)

Struggling with feeling peace. Peace is what I want to feel. Here are my models. Help is so appreciated!

C People die
T I cannot live without them. I would be so bereft, sad, lonely, unloved.
F Despair, anxious, fearful of future
A Try to escape thinking of it
R Fearful

C People die
T trying lots of thoughts on for size, nothing feeling either believable or good:
Loss is part of life
They live on in my memory
I will see them again
Enjoy each moment now because you never know when
I will survive
F peaceful, accepting
A Be loving ,caring to everyone now, enjoy time with those I love
(stumped on this intentional model)

thanks for help!! ; 0 )