New thought

Hi, amazing coaches.  I struggle with constant thinking about a lack of money.  I spend huge amounts of my brain power thinking about options/ ideas for how to earn it.  But none of them seem to be worthy.  Because of this I feel so unhappy in the current moment that I can’t stand it.  I hate my life.  But on top of that I also hate myself for my current T “I don’t have enough money”.  I know that it doesn’t create the result I want.  I’ve tried several other Ts, e.g. “I’m figuring this out” or “I have some good things in my life”. But they don’t work. I don’t believe them.  I feel really lost and can’t figure out how to stop exhausting myself with constant thinking and how to start working in a way that will serve me.