Not making enough to cover my expenses

I’m trying to work something out. I’ve been noticing a trend. Each one of my jobs for the last few years have each not brought in enough to fully cover all of my expenses. My current job pays me a little bit more than the other jobs. Each job I have been making more. That’s good. But still not enough to cover my expenses. With my current job I keep having to dip into my saving to cover my expenses every check and my savings is going down but I’m not making enough to put back into savings.

I’ve doing models again and again to try to find the thinking that is causing this pattern and I’m not finding it. Nothing feels like “it”. So I’m bringing it here. How can I find the thought or thoughts causing these patterns and change it so that I can start allowing myself to make more money…enough to cover my expenses AND put money into savings. Thank you.