Passive over massive

Hi had a light bulb moment – I’ve been stuck in passive action for many years not just with weight I just discovered. During real estate job my favorite part was “setting up shop” researching, planning, now I see I’m doing it again with a bookkeeping business I want to start at home. My office is now beautiful- (tried to copy your gorgeous chair) lol I love planning, organizating I get really excited and feel like I have purpose and some thing to look forward to keeping busy. Even with weight I love setting up the kitchen reading the books – it’s the action part that gets me – than I tend to self sabotage it with doubts- how do you get better at believing in yourself day after day ? Thank you