Results in Scholars

I’ve been struggling with the thought that I’m not getting amazing results in Scholars. I LOVE reading the magazine but part of me is thinking, why haven’t I gotten results like that?
I do the homework almost every morning, get tutoring once a month, watch the monthly videos and watch most of the weekly calls and the business calls. I have made some shifts but they feel kind of small.

I’m also preparing to leave my job in June and while I’ve been feeling cinfident up til now (especially during March when we focused on creating new thoughts), lately I feel pretty terrified.