Romantic feelings

I’ve just discovered that I can think, feel and act as I want in my relationship with my husband regardless of his behavior.

I’m experimenting with this but my brain is telling me there is a limit to the experience I could “reach” with my husband.

Especially when it comes to feeling romantic feelings as my husband doesn’t like to kiss or say I love you. I think this section of my manual is very thick and I’ve got a lot of evidence that proves my thinking right.

How do I  change my point of view? Thank you so much.