Scarcity beliefs

I’ve been doing work on my scarcity beliefs-I can feel my brain seizing and being confused. I have been searching for security and my better thought is telling myself there is always enough money and I always have enough but find myself asking why do I want to create more? I can see I have a limiting belief that 200k is enough money- I don’t really need more. Intellectually I can observe that it’s not about ‘needing’ and I can see that it comes from a scarcity belief that there’s only so much money, but I’m finding it hard to reconcile me having enough and not needing more and yet wanting more. Can you help me look at this from the outside please. Thanks for everything.