I feel sad because I cancelled coaching with my 1-1 coach in a coaching program. I didn’t explain her the reason. I just ghosted her and not send her an email.

This was because I couldn’t find ways to make money to afford for her program in the end.

I feel shame and embarassed because I did wanted to join her program but in the end didn’t find ways to make money to fund coaching.

I feel sad because I felt like she was nice to me and supportive to me all along and I shouldn’t have cancelled the program or shouldn’t have joined the program in the first place.