When R is the same even after you have the model


I am struggling to getting a new job.

C: I am a job seeker
T: I am looking forward to find a company that values the skill I can offer
F: hopeful, (not always 100%, half anxious and half worried )
A: be positive at least and keep applying
R: Nothing has changed..

Even though I follow the model and changed (or was trying to change) my thoughts, feelings, and actions. But results are the same and actually you never know how it would go. And this makes me get super confused and make me have multiple models in my head.