Why me, why now

I’ve been dealing with my internet, time zones, and phone/iPad tech issues.
It’s sooooo strange that NOW is the time, among kids and their school, daughter breaking her glasses, trying to schedule more clients for massages, and all of a sudden, internet simply goes off and on the whole four days.
I’m starting to wonder if me starting coach certification NOW was a good idea.
I know of course it is, but all this, right now seems soooo hard. Plus missing my coaching session this morning seemed to have tipped the scale. I feel so tired and I simply want to stop arguing about reality with my internet . I live on the Navajo reservation, I don’t see nor understand HOW my internet is going to change for the better anytime soon. I simply don’t want to be judged that I am a bad listener or I’m not committed . I’m just tired.