HELP! How do I even start?

Hi Brooke, we are coming up to March which will be my 4th month with scholars, but I am yet to really start doing the work. I watch the videos I listen to the podcasts and I feel like even the consuming is helping. But I can’t get myself into a habit of doing thought downloads and when I try I can’t even grasp what my thoughts and feelings are..

How do I go from where I am to someone who does the work??

ARGH I can’t even get started.