Auditory Processing Disorder

I am new to scholars and am trying to work on this thought.  I was told I may have Auditory processing disorder because it takes me a while to comprehend/understand some things.

I find proof of this every day but now (since being in scholars) I wonder if my brain is just looking for proof that it takes me longer to understand things.

Can it really be that I can just change this thought, and my brain will look for evidence that I can understand things normally. I tried a model but not sure what the C would be

C. ?

T. It takes me a long time to understand some things

F. Stupid or sad

A. Dont take action, give up

R. I dont understand

Should I do an intentional model ?
Thank you