How may I improve my result lines below? I’m working models on hypothetical scenarios around a good-enough job that will keep me earning for a few weeks until other work picks back up.

Unintentional model 1:

C- I accept original pay rate (if they say no to my request for more money)
T- I’m debasing myself to a lower standard
F- Ashamed
A- Don’t give my all to responsibilities, Second-guess my decision to have accepted the position
R- I don’t have a good time and I withhold joy from myself and others.

Unintentional model 2:

C- I accept original pay rate (if they say no to my request for more money)
T- How dare they offer this little and think that’s OK
F- Bitter
A- Withhold respect from supervisor, Multi-task during meetings, Ruminate on how disrespected I feel
R- I ultimately shortchange the youth I’m directly going to work with.

Intentional model 1:

C- I accept original pay rate (if they say no to my request for more money)
T- C minus income deserves C minus effort
F- Determined
A- Turn off very thoughtful part of my brain, Keep thinking “if I were a H.S. student with little experience, how would I approach this work?”
R- I earn income, reserve my best mental resources for my high-earning potential business that deserves my best, and I feel good about how I show up.

Intentional model 2:

C- I accept original pay rate (if they say no to my request for more money)
T- I’m gonna make this work for me.
F- Determined
A- Commit to doing the bare minimum. Constrain to working exact or less hrs.
R- I show myself that I have the power to make this work for me.