Fear about Ask A Coach

I notice I have a fear that coaches answering questions know who is asking (as in “Oh no, not this person again”) or are judging me for what I’m asking. I also sometimes feel answers I receive are shorter than others’, as if the coaches take me less seriously. A part of me knows this is all probably irrational. Can you help me with a model around this?

C: I post in Ask A Coach.
T: They are annoyed with me for having so many stupid coaching questions.
F: Embarrassed
A: Try to ask fewer questions. Worry. Start to resent Scholars coaches for not accepting me unconditionally.
R: I am annoyed with myself and Scholars.