My friend told me that she had almost filled the retreat that she had organized and was very happy about it. My first reaction was feeling disheartened and like a failure. This past year I launched a business and had a lot of failures in it. I am constantly beating myself up for failing because usually I am the person helping others with their businesses. I’m envious that she has found and is living her passion. I thought that I was and now I no longer feel like I even know what that is. I know that this comes from a place of scarcity but I am having trouble getting out of this negative thought loop. I feel like I am half in on different things in my life but never all in.
I am not even quite sure how to start this model because there are really several models in it. Thank you for your insight – you are all amazing!!