How to gain belief in yourself again

I had an ego collapse about 6 year ago. I’ve recovered but, it’s not easy to take pride in little successes. How do I belief in myself again? I’m Dyslexic. I’ve got spots where I don’t have clear successes. I sabotage work places lost jobs because thing i did. Even though I’ve recovered mostly I still have trouble making even small decisions sometimes. I’ve not been good at confronting my husband. Even when I was he procrastinate, thing would just go undone forever or I’d be left high and dry on my own to face big issue, or house things would evolve in to an emergency now there so much chaos. I’m 64 we have a house full of both of all the family junk and storage. We are facing his retirement. I still fight anxiety and at times obsessions.