I just feel lost

Its my first month of scolars and my impossible goal is to be the best girlfriend and to learn to love unconditionally. I just don’t have a plan on how to reach that. I already used my 10min coaching and hoping to get coached on the next webseminar.
I love when i have a goal and a plan and then to go all in but i jsut dont know what to do. Need some instruction. Thats the reason i signed up here. Would love to hear from you guys! Sending lots of love