JDS – Now What

Hi Brooke.
I started SCS because i was tired of food controlling my life and i am bored with my life. I am 55 years old and recently lost my mother. I realize life is short and if i am going to do something the time is now. I developed a protocol and it is going great. Down 6.5 in 10 days. Now for the boredom with my life. I have no idea what i want to do or how to go about figuring that out. I have tried off and on for years and have come up with nothing. So, HELP!!! I have no dreams i put on hold, ideas etc. What do i do?