Leaving SCS?

I felt depressed lately and I wonder if I should continue SCS. I’ve done a lot of interesting discoveries about myself but I’ve not been able to improve my relationship with my husband for a long time. I just had a 20 minutes session and I was feeling hopeless. I’m thinking that I’m not able to accept my husband as he is. I’m not able to love him. I make it mean that I’m not able to love anyone, or to live a long term relationship because I’m not able to change my thoughts about him, after 2 years of coaching. Maybe I should give it a change and find a therapist? Thank you!