My problem is in the header. I actually wonder if it’s a problem. The Stop Overdrinking program made me feel like it’s a problem and I need to do something about it. Although I understand the method, allowing the urges, etc I can’t apply it (I don’t really want to apply it).

I feel I’m trying to work on so many other things now (finding emotional balance, developing my business) that this project would require extra energy and focus that I don’t have (or don’t want to spare) right now. But at the same time, I feel guilty about not getting a hold of it, as I feel that a drink-free life like Brooke is advertising
must have so many benefits.