Manifesting money?

Hi! Working on my money mindset (my goal for this year is to make $150k) and although my bank account (joint with my husband) reflects being on track, most of the money I have manifested is not a result of the value I am creating. For example, I made a film that is getting a lot of online traction but hasn’t translated into money, but I just got a $12k tax return and my husband got a $10k bonus.

In doing the money thought work I realized that my underlying belief is “I always have enough money,” which is true! I’m not wanting for money – I just want to feel like I created it myself to prove to myself that I can. Obviously I am still learning how to directly monetize the projects I create, but should I be so hung up on this? Or just keep creating and accepting the unexpected money we do receive. Thank you!