Master of Procrastination or Just Lazy?


I am having a difficult time figuring out what my problem is. I work from home since covid. I have a desk job and I sit in front of the computer all day. I don’t love my job but it pays me pretty decently. My problem is I sit in front of the computer and just stare at it while the work piles up. My level of productivity is extremely low. I don’t want to work. I don’t want to do it but I don’t know what else to do. Am I just lazy or why do I sit in front of the computer for 8 hours and waste 8 hours just sitting in front of computer…. I don’t know how to apply the model to this… I feel bored. I want more but am also uneducated so I don’t know what other skills I have that could pay me the same way. Conflicted, do I stay at this boring job to make money to buy myself a house which would give me some independence from my current living arrangements or take some money that I have saved and just travel to find some inspiration. When your whole life sucks and you want all the things…. where do you start??