Model help – Matching Thought and Result

I have a thought that keeps coming up with my Impossible Goal of Financial Independence. I want to model just that thought but am not coming up with a Result that makes sense.

C – Impossible Goal – Financial Independence

T – Everyone will leave me because I’m just too much for them.

F – Lonely, sad, scared (Best to pick just one?)

A – Avoid working toward goal

R – Don’t make motion toward the goal (How does this match the thought?)

Thank you, thank you. I am noticing that I am so, so, so much more on to myself with watching my thoughts with the December work. I was being mean to myself about not finishing the intro work yet, but flipped it to what I AM doing and have started to do 5 strategies a day. Epic fails next.

Thank you,