Hi there,
I see your point.
Not everyone would feel.exact the same.
What i would like to feel instead is: happy, being grateful.
I don’t see why being angry helps me. It feels so bad..
Everytime i think about my situation my brain thinks of how it could have been if the actors had come or it thinks what i could have done with the money instead of spending it on this.

Question: you say that i can feel.angry if i want to. But why should i? It doesnt feel good. Haha
Same scenario when i work on my relationship and i get to the point where i feel happy and have no doubts. Why should i want to leave?

Thanks for your precisive response