I have had a dream for many years to move to a better geographical location, because I HATE where I am! I would relocate in a heartbeat if I had the money and/or could get a job and make enough money to live on. I have managed to save toward this goal, but have recently been hit with several large medical expenditures that have mostly depleted the fund. Here is the model I came up with:

C: There is almost nothing left in my account
T: That’s not enough to realize my dream to rent a place in the new town, find a job and get started; at this rate, I will never get out.
F: I feel hopeless, frustrated and sad
A: Giving up, buffer, and maintain the status quo
R: Staying stuck here, hating my life
Can you please advise? Thank you