Self-Confidence: A birthday gift to me.

Brooke, your teaching is transforming me. Last week I offered a workshop on my birthday. It was pretty darn scary, and there is definite room for improvement… But I did it anyway… And I learned so much.

Today, I decided to reach out to a hiring manager as I suspected that my application was screened out of the mix. It was, but he offered me an interview for Tuesday. I have to prep my mind for this interview – it will be one of the biggest I have had in my career, a major promotion. And to say a bit about numbers. I have been HOPING to surpass $80,000 for probably 10 years now – that has been a number on my mirror right beside 135 for my weight (FYI – my salary is 77K and weight 175lb). This job could potentially be 6-figures and I am scared! Thinking, “Who am I? I can’t do it. I don’t trust myself.”

I have been so scared to break out of my shell. The ideas I have carried of myself. I am so looking forward to meeting you, to thank you in person. I feel like I am sitting on the edge of a major break through, I am part of the VIP scholars, and hear of all the wonderful things happening to others, yet still fear my own pace. I do know it will be a matter of time for me, I am getting closer and closer to my goals each day. It’s work, seriously, no time for buffering! I have been proving – I can do things scared!

Thank you very much. God bless you and your family.