I know we must love our bodies now. What’s tripping me up is that I want to lose weight and look amazing and be proud of myself, yet I live in a place in my head where I want to lose weight and I don’t love the way I look. It’s actually uncomfortable. My clothes don’t fit. I’m way overweight and I don’t see how me loving my body this way is helpful. And honestly I’ve tried for a year to love it and just don’t. With all this body positivity — I feel it’s counterintuitive and keeping me stuck exactly where I am. I’m at least 50 lbs. overweight. It’s not healthy. Help me reconcile where I need to be. I’m trying to write my “why” list but it’s not motivating me enough to do the right thing.